Bothersome(For real)

Well, we did it. Got my second State Champonship two weeks ago. Felt good as hell. But all it really means is back to reality. Im finally ungrounded for the first time in a couple months. And guess what, my parents are already mad at me saying all i do is hang with my friends, but guess what, i dont care what they say, ive been free for like 3 days. Tonight im going to St. Bonaventure University for an Official Visit, no parents. Im so so so excited to get all this alone time. Im literally thinking about turning off my phone. Everyone in my life is pissing me off. There are truthfully only a few people in my life who truly hold me down and know how im feeling, and let me know things i need to know. They'll always have my back, and ill always have theirs. A lot of people have been telling me that i need to get away from high school because my friends are just my "high school friends," but truthfully i feel like we're more than that. I dont wanna say that it's gonna influence my college decision, but it is definitely a PRO, on the list of pros and cons. There is so much going on in my life right now, and i feel like im bout to make myself single forever. Jus copped that new Wale CD, and he drops the best line ever he goes:
family is everything, money is less important,
as long as your momma love ya, dont ever love a woman.

I think this such a real line, i mean i know youre like, "oh well this is just a typical rap line," but no, not really. The mans got purpose and i think this like is something that all people should consider, especially males. Like i know the old cliche', how behind every great man is a great woman, but i truthfully feel like more greatness can be exposed without a distraction such as a woman. I mean i dont know if im just choosing the wrong ones or what, but i feel like its just a negative distraction. I mean ya theyre supportive and all that, thats good and well. But what about when they upset you, i mean for me anyway, the lows with girls are wayy more extreme than the highs. Like yeah, we have fun and all that stuff, she supports me blah blah blah, but like when she pisses me off or gets me upset, i might as well throw my mood out the damn window for a few days. Like maybe it's me, not everybody, but like for real, I have dreams, and i have worked so hard to get where i am, and having these kind of lows just isnt worth it. Like ya it's worth it sometimes, but maybe not in the long run. I mean i love women, but as far as their minds are concerned, they're a wreck(like 97% of em). I mean there is absolutely no reason in taking a few days off to just chill cause yeah those days are nice, but theres gotta be some progress everyday cause we're only here for a short time, and i dont know about y'all but im trying to achieve as much as i can while im here. And having someone like a girl, whose attitude is about as stable as a sand foundation, could be detrimental.

But in reality, my opinion could change next week. Everything is changing anymore, so ask me in a week or two, we'll see where im at. Maybe ill be single. Who knows.